Working with Ares I am finding defeat and small victories. Just as I reflect and feel defeated and down, something suddenly happens to turn it around. I ended up selling my Jeep to a friend yesterday. He in turn gave his Jeep to his son, who gave his Jeep to his girlfriend. A sort of ripple effect. I sold it to him way under what it is worth. I always do that with vehicles I am unloading. Now, if I land the mail job I can go pick up a vehicle to deliver in, maybe. I am not feeling so confident I will get a call back. But I applied for two others.
I pulled some weeds today, and I find that psychological refreshing, like I am clearing the clutter and pulling the weeds in my mind. Then later a storm rolled in. I am feeling connected to nature. Ares is not what I expected once I get past the rough exterior. Though who can say any of us are always what we appear to be on the outside.