Today I went for another interview and received a call back on one that I had recently done. Feeling defeated before I left the house, at the end of my interview I felt invigorated and anew. Then upon arriving home I got a call back. The call back stated they went with another canidate, but the job was not a good fit so I was glad as I did not have to turn them down. It was only one day a week and with the hopes of maybe coming on full time in seven years. Also I had to use my own car. Too much for so little.
So I reflected on the lashes of Ares' whip and felt as if I could see a shape beginning to form. Just as I draw out hot steel from forge when I hammer it, there is a direction for me and I am ok with not getting this job or that. I will find my fit and with patience and temper I will forge myself to right path and fit for my future.