So I feel that I am beginning to trust and follow that inner guide once again. In quitting this last job, it is incredibly liberating and very frightening at the same time. As I leap from the edge giving up that sense of security, inside I feel I have made the right choice as things settle. I still have two weeks until my last day at this job, but feel as if I can breathe and following my will and the path of my heart.
This work with The Morrighan has thrown me into my shadow self and has been very confrontational. Facing, acknowledging, and most importantly defining my fears and finally defining what it is I want out of life and my journey. For me, it truly is about the journey as this life has been a most fascinating adventure. Pressing thresholds and great distances only to find myself and to look within. Following your heart and what is true to the self is the achievement of of the quest for the grail or that sacred cauldron.
I made this today from my own blood and ash from devotional incense burned, along with some pencil embellishments.