So today I am feeling most uninspired and unmotivated. Just low of energy as I had to work early in the day. My performance was less than stellar as I usually work evening shifts. But when they flip me back and forth from morning to evening, it throws me off and I feel just like sleeping and eating. Then I reflect on how I really dislike this job, but like how it is close to where I live.
I did nap and rouse to do my work with The Morrighan today. As I traced the tablet I constructed I did so as a spiral and imagined a serpent coiled inward then upward, five levels. Five is my life number, and I know in any endevour if I am on the right path, it adds up to Five. Where I live, my employee ID, my student ID, etc. Anyway, after the serpent visual, I then pulled a card from my Celtic Ogham deck, which I have had for years and never really used until now. I pulled the Willow, which is the tree of inspiration, irony.
I read both the upright and reverse and lesson is to be as a reed in the wind and not be rigid in belief or thought. The ice is breaking I just need to be patient. In other news, it was an absolute beautiful day out today. I often will be as a recluse and hole up. I hope to see if my motorcyle starts up possibly. We'll see where the rest of the day takes me. I'll also try and be more open minded as well.