Today it seemed fitting to pull the rune Ingwaz, the rune of stasis, gestation, rest. A period of internalization before the dynamic approach. I was literally wiped out today. No energy left or depleted. I feel like this a lot lately and wonder as to why? Is it the job I am in just working part time seems to rob me of the day energetically. Though I contemplate if I should even work in the light of the public as my discourse for such things. I need to find a vocation far from the light of facade to carry on conversations that are anything less than genuine.
A mystery nonetheless and a good time as we pass Imboc with even less movement. I feel as Pluto, frozen and on the fringes of society and this solar systerm, dusk being the highpoint of my day, yet my icy beds of nitrogen remain ever frozen moving slowly. Maybe I'll feel like moving in another 800,000 years or so. Oh so tired, and I still will read and course my direction for this challenge. I wonder if I will even have strength to endure this work with the death current. Well it is something I fell compelled even if it should consume me. Change is inevitiable and dynamic.