After the challenge I took a couple days break from doing any devotionals or magick. Honestly, it felt off since I had developed a habit. I felt this part of me missing. I had taken down my altar and moved items to fit better in my home. So today I did another calling, also at the base of a tree I made what will soon become a spiral for my shadow work.
My message today was to know the difference betweeen what I intuit and what I desire. The later can lead me astray if it is not aligned with my true heart and will. Lusting not for the outcome of results as Mr. Crowley once coined. I do fear as the days ahead are challenging. I will leave the security of a job in three days, and now I have a roommate, thus a lot of adjustments and consignments made to make a respectful space for her. I hope that this will not lead to my ruin, but it was a calculated leap, though not entirely. We'll see where this goes.